If you hate both AAA and indie games now, why not just make a game? And before you start seething about solodeving:
Some of you can code.
Some of you can model.
Some of you can draw
Some of you can animate.
Some of you can make music.
And so on and so forth.
You don't need to be a solodev to make a game. You can just get together and show up the industry in a team. But you don't. Why?