>grew up christian
>stopped believing it around 16
>watch woke take over the world
>watch literal demons (trannies) show up
>undeniable evil in this world
>go back to christ at 28, save myself
>get connected into a Christian community who now takes care of me in so many ways, i would be homeless right now without this network
>very grateful for God, embedded deep into this now
>things that dont make sense about Christianity creep back
>visit Japan, where the country is 99% not Christian
>are all these people going to hell? Why?
>in limbo of nothing really adding up anymore for me but emotionally I feel like its true in some way
>this limbo is making dating hell, i dont connect with christian girls but also hate the modern woke woman
Idk anymore. Kinda just wanna die while Im still christian so i dont need to think about it anymore in Heaven