Shitposting aside, if Hinatan ever relapses and thinks back on his demented online phase via the archive or something I'd like to apologize to him nonetheless. I'd have figured out my mistakes if he was a little more patient and kinder but I understand why he did what he did, he had waited enough. Both of us are not that mature yet, and we had different goals and expectations and mindsets entirely... It was fun... Talking with someone who is just like me is way too boring, but I should've tried to view things from his lenses too. It's a good thing it ended, though. On all logical senses it was, but on a purely self indulgent emotional way it wasn't.
Live and learn... as two very cool hedgehogs are known to say.