My godfather died last Sunday, 81, had been having health issues for a couple of years, had a good run. I barely knew him really, he and his wife would send me birthday cards every year but I probably only saw him once or twice over 20 years ago. Thing is, my family is so insular and my social life so non-existent that this is the first time someone I've known has died. Aren't I meant to feel something about it? My mother's clearly been affected, she keeps on talking about spiritual mediums and just said she saw an orb. I'd say her reactions are making me feel something about his death indirectly, but even then I don't feel I'm reacting enough.