>>2680640
>guess I have a somnophilia, resulting from some stuff with my cousin during childhood
Same. Were you on the giving or receiving end of it?

When I was a teenager, any time my family visited my aunt and uncle or vice versa, me and my younger cousin would usually end up sharing a bed. And whenever this happened, I'd usually wake up in the middle of the night to to sensation of his mouth around my cock--or at least to find him sneakily feeling me up and trying to get my clothes off in preparation for that.

I was weirded out by it cause at the time I was still repressing my guilty bi urges, and also he was a bit too young for me... plus, y'know, we were cousins. But... I also really wanted my dick sucked. So I'd just lay there and let it happen. And I had to keep my breathing even and avoid moving or making too much noise, or else he'd get spooked and stop, leaving me hanging.

I guess my cousin thought I was really sleeping through it? We've never talked about it, or even coyly hinted around acknowledging it.