I'm so tired of fighting sexual addiction. Why can't I die yet. Even if I was given a loli beastgirl fantasy female sex slave just like in my fantasies, it'd only make things worse. It's ruined my life, and I'm going to go back to being homeless because of it. There's other issues but if I wasn't hyper sexual in my mind I'd probably be the greatest person on the planet and go around in a floating armchair lifting things with my mind. I wish the internet had never come to me, I wish none of this had ever happened. Getting rid of all computer technology won't help either. I don't even have internet at home, and I've tried to get rid of, well, it doesn't matter it all ends up back to this horror. Unless I am dying in the wilderness it won't go away.
Is that what you all want from me!? In the wilderness I'd rather be, living cold and dying free. But it's all your fault, you, society, you did this to me. And now I'm going to take EVERYTHING from you!
Also I just finished watching across the spider-verse and I didn't like that it didn't end properly, what's that about. I just wish sex would stop existing and go away.