>>76803364
where your focus goes there the energy flows. You can only controll yourself not others. Even when beating the other party into submission the second you go to sleep they break out of your NVA prison and be gone. Frankly, yoir standards are low. You HAVE to allow yourself to own the lesson you learned here. Do not blame one or the other, none of it is personal, its just signals you now have the oppertunity to make into what you want them to be (serve you or hang you). like i told the bloke above you. You first forgive yourself. Atm you are in a lengthy court session in which you are giving yourself all kinds of life sentences, wouldnt it be nice to have the authority to get out of jail free ? You can, its your authority and by it you can get yourself out of your selfmade prison. Fogive yourself, then improve your self image in accord to who you want to be and live your life as (results), see the merit in what you did and why you did it, you and i are human, no more no less. We make mistakes, not knowing yourself and what you want you cant possibly expect to handle the outside ina way that get you what you want. Once you got a heavy and certain enough WHY you do this, embark on the journey, its a leap of faith, make your moves and allow yourself to live a good life. Manouver there, everything worthwhile is hard to come by. and to you i say as well, Robert Greene material is an essential to unfuck your life and get a grasp on how to repurpose what youve experiemced so far and how to make those exp work for you. The 50th law in particular is a book you should absorb, 10 times over. There are so many important considerations you wouldnt make due to lack of exposure to them in our life organically and to those essntials nobody taight us. You can seek out the ability to win, you just gotta wanna go there and actually go there