>>939036563
I see. Thank you sensei.
A lot of Earth chan is Neets. I think Earth chan would be fine if I was unproductive. On the other hand, I have become a bit successful in life and am very afraid that Earth chan is only showing me affection because I am doing so well, and that if I crash and burn and become a loser, I will be abandoned. But maybe I am just paranoid and mentally ill, Earth chan seems very kind.
Thus far I am having a lot of fun and even getting back into spirit for my job. A lot of monumental tasks are ahead but I want to master them.