>>34386713
S, you are not gonna find what you are looking for on soc.
We've both been using soc for years, we both have had experiences with people from here, we both know what kinds of people use soc. There are thousands of other places to meet people, irl and online. I reccomend discord servers, instead. They are still online but people there aren't specifically looking for friends or relationships or whatever, thus things will happen naturally. You will actually have to participate, and join vcs, and talk, no matter how painful it is joining them, until you find a group where you fit in. I do want you to do well in life S, you are a decent human being and you deserve it.
And I understand why you blocked me. I am sorry for the stuff I did that made you dislike talking to me, but I don't forgive you for what you said about my girlfriend, there was no need to stoop that low. She is incredibly sweet and kind to everyone she meets. Especially when she was the one who was trying to stop me from being mean to you when she realised you didn't find it funny, defending you, and then apologising. You completely misunderstood the photo I sent you of her messaging you 'sorry please'. The red text had nothing to do with it, I sent you that photo to show you that she was sorry, but you misinterpreted it as me being mad and getting you to think the red text meant I thought you had blocked her or whatever.
Anyway, please give what I say a try, because we both know soc is trash and it is crazy to try the same thing over and over again expecting the same result. You constantly posting on soc but refusing to put in any effort to get what you want, is sad to see. Say what you want about my girlfriend, she is a lot braver, and more in touch with the reality, than you.
Also, by putting 'ftm' in your asl rather than just 'm', most of the people who will add you are pooner chasers. You know this, from experience. Stop doing it, just put 'm'.
To greener pastures S.