>>40908784
ok ty

I'm always the person who initiates conversations. If I stop doing it, even friends who I feel are fairly close, would never talk to me again. It makes sense why, I used to be like those people, and was just anxious to talk to people and was constantly in my own head. But I realized after never having friends in my life and always being alone, nobody ever talked to me in my whole life, that I would have to be the one to initiate otherwise I would probably kill myself from the loneliness.