Shall be attending a meetup group for young adults tomorrow night. Looks to be majority women by a solid margin. Nothings gonna change if I dont walk out the door aha

At this point, just move to China.
Your children will be safer there an treated better.

I had a 1-month phase where I trooned out and it makes me intensely suicidal to reminisce about it. My family will never see me the same again.