>too tired and sleepy to workout or do anything at all because didn't get enough hours of sleep
>go to sleep again after a few hours
>can't fall asleep because the turmoil I start to experience keeps me awake yet am so sleepy that can't get out of the bed either so I need two hours of it before finally falling asleep
Did I get something terminal? I still do workout when my body feels like it and I slowly see progress but the constant negative emotions and thoughts I experience are really bad even though I realize that it's pointless to have them, they just overwhelm them and there's nothing I can do about them.

This is something that has been bothering me for a while and I can't find a solution for it. I have tried many things like exercises, relaxations/stretches, breathing etc but nothing seems to be helping, why is that happening? I think it's a muscle imbalance because some positions and things help. For an example, a stool barely does but raising my feet is more likely to help just as raising my hands or finding a different position or shaking just as getting up for a bit and then sitting down again. There must be some logic to it but I just don't get it. One of the advice is that you need a stronger core, the other says working out causes an even stronger constipation. Why does nothing make sense?

A loving God wouldn't make me suffer to the point where I simply can't believe anymore even if I want to, would He? Why? And by believing in Him it's not about doubting His existence but that He's good.

Now that 99.999% of Christians are fornicators and not any different from the other degenerates how do they cope about it?
>1 Corinthians 6:9 - Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God? Be not deceived: neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor effeminate, nor abusers of themselves with mankind
>Hebrews 13:4 - Marriage is honourable in all, and the bed undefiled: but whoremongers and adulterers God will judge.
>Revelation 21:8 - But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.

I have tried so many things, be it muscle relaxation and pelvic floor exercises or relaxations, diets, trauma release exercises and so on yet nothing has helped. I can't even comprehend what could be the cause of that and it's really a terrible thing to have. Could it be some form of muscle imbalance?

>has to intentionally suffer all his life otherwise he will suffer even more in the afterlife
>and also has to make no mistakes otherwise his suffering would be pointless and will suffer again in the afterlife anyway
I don't get it.

And they are supposed to keep their faith with all that in mind? Today most men are being isolated, ostracized and in such turmoil that was only reserved to make an example and would usually not last meanwhile today it's their whole life. How is that fair, or is it not?

I want to do so many things yet don't have the power to do even the basic things like showering. I tried so many supposed cures like probiotics, yogurt, raw milk(including fermenting it), raw eggs, carnivore etc. and nothing really has helped but just made me feel a bit more positive. Is it over for me? The worst of all is that nobody can't comprehend that this is not laziness but a lethargy because you become really tired and mindless even if you slept 9+ hours so no amount of exercising your will helps at all.

It has to be some form of muscle imbalance or? I get a very specific clenching(not forcing it myself) when having to urinate most of the time and without it is hardly possible.

I have been researching this topic for a while and came to the conclusion that these three things are supposedly the most healing so how do I acquire them? For collagen, it seems like pork shoulder is the best part as I have no access to beef but have no idea how to acquire copper. Google says beef liver is best for it but don't have access to it and pork liver and livers in general today are very toxic because of the way animals are treated. The other things like plants don't seem to be bioavailable so I need some form of meat to derive it from. As for vitamin c, there's an argument that you don't need additional food for it as long as you don't over consume carbs. Thoughts?

I know this question gets asked every other hour but the more I look into it the less sense it makes. I want to sincerely research the topic but it's so politically charged that it's impossible to even question it without being told you're the most evil person alive. Yet the proof of it is just some docomunts that can easily be forged and considering how there are always mysterious things happening around Jewish people it's not that far off to think the numbers that are claimed might not be true. For some reason there are mostly images of malnourished people which proves the opposite of what they claim.

Is there something nefarious about them or it's just human nature? There seems to be something primal about them yet at the same time if you consume them long enough they become tiring similar to the way junk food stops being tasteful after a while yet after a relapse from them they become irresistible again. Is it a form of spiritual warfare? Why do people have to intentionally avoid them and why do they make them feel the best and everything else seems insincire?

I have tried pretty much everything and the only thing that has worked consistently is raw meat but can't afford it at the moment. I have hemorrhoids and stay on average around four hours every time I go to the toilet, my knees and lower back are in a terrible shape because of it. Do you think there's some kind of way to achieve these ghost wipes?