Gonna knock out a few quick responses before drawing a bathtub
>>40729816
That's a lotta brainworms, Anon.. at least, potentially. Do you have some friends who might give you constructive feedback?
>>40732953
Wanna try break it down, make a bit of a list?
>>40732991
Heya Tim. It's okay, take your time. I assume you wanna figure some stuff out on your own and need a break from here. I am sorry if I wasn't too helpful a lot of the time. I got your back no matter what, okay?
>>40733187
The worst thing one can do is blame or shame oneself for doing it. But.. it is not a sustainable coping mechanism, sadly. We are there for you to try and find alternatives, if you wish. But of course, we will also be there for you to support you through whatever makes you do it in the first place.