>>11350914
>Punishment is for creating discipline, but all discipline is essentially self-discipline.
This is a really good way of putting it.
Honestly being a slave was really similar to role playing in a tabletop RPG long term. I very quickly got into a headspace that I definitely cannot put myself into right now.
I was able to tell myself "my sole purpose is to serve" and that way ended up being able to do things like wake up early and make breakfast but then wait for my partner to wake up and eat before eating myself, and to strictly avoid masturbating no matter what because if I have time to pleasure myself I have time to pleasure my owner.
It was incredibly rewarding.