>"I'm breaking up with you" *goes no contact*
>2 weeks pass
>"hi so actually I love you and don't want to break up. also I won't do this sort of thing again because you deserve stability"
>2 weeks pass
>"I think we need to go on a break or just be friends" *goes no contact*
>2 weeks pass
>"I love you, whatever issues we have are resolved and I won't do that again."
>2 weeks pass
>"I think we need to go on a break or just be friends. I don't love you and I don't want a romantic relationship"
>1 week passes
>"okay I actually do love you and don't want you to date anyone else"
>(I am here right now)
Am I retarded for holding out hope on things getting better? My gpa is awful and I'm going to lose funding if it gets worse. I can't handle this in conjunction with college. Is there actually a way I could fix this?