>>33898414
WHO. CARES.
You don't live for women, you don't live for other people. Stop being a baby and accept that there is nothing more important than being blameless, you are much luckier than disabled people, people so deformed that they could't even dream of having friends, let alone partners, faces which only mothers could love. You forget people, who, throughout history have never had a chance of getting a partner, those who did it willingly like monks or nuns, you don't care about them, you limmer that it didn't happen to you.
Stop playing these dating games and focus on being upright, your ambition for it won't fade but you'll never be happy unless you find an alternative to live without it. Humble yourself and stay vigilant, Godspeed.