Convinced there is literally no point in living past 60. I'm kms at 60. Health issues that doctors don't give a shit about. Having to take care of an old bitter unhealthy husband. Having your children moved out. If you even still have a job or career the insane ageism. Having to fear the start of things like broken hips, dementia, and alzhiemers. If you managed to stay in the same town for years instead of moving for work, your long term friends are too busy with their own life to get together. No media is made for you. No stranger outside your age range wants to interact with you. Safety nets are almost all gone because who cares about some old woman. What's the point.