im sorry. i neve meant to become this. i wa a good person.i sweart. please. i dont deserve this. i was good. im sorry for all the things i did. i was weak but deep thdown i was good. if that even matters. take me to hell. i wont beg. just ake me to hell. i deserve it. i belogbng there. im sorry God. i m not one of your solderis. i... never meanet to become thi.s im sorry. im sorry. i truly am.im sorry. i should have done more.yo u know. i shouldnt even explain to you. ou know.you know...... do what you want . yo know hwat i deserve.