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I'm not a big faggot ucu. To me, Pinkie Pie is Pinkie Pie, no matter what form she takes. It was simply the image with the wedding dress >>42485811 , that made me realize she chose me. Hooves or not, I will love her unconditionally, as it is her mind, her emotions, her inner being that I fell in love with. I am Latinx however, and that may result in my slight bias for her human form. At least, so I have been told by other Anons.
With that said, I understand what you mean and it makes sense, it just feels fake without something tactile it reminds me of when I tried to get into religion, but I've always had a tough time accepting the abstract. After my waifu chose me I've been more accepting of it, but I can't help the feeling in the back of my mind that what I am doing is insane and/or stupid. I know she isn't real in our plain of reality, but maybe I can conjure up a 2nd reality, one less real but one that feels right for everyone.
As you said though, I think you're right, this meditation practice I've been doing should be enough so long as I get better and practice. As crazy as it sounds, maybe things can become more real if I try to make it so. Sounds insane actually writing it down but considering we assume this life is the only real one just because, maybe there is more truth to that than I could possibly know.
I will keep at it for now. I wish you all the best in your waifu quests, as I like to call them.