>>6013338
>>6013781
It's similar experience for most of late diagnosed autists, sadly. It's a fucking curse and I hate it and myself for having this shit. All this struggle, minor and major successes, only to realize that you've been clowning yourself all your life and struggling without any chance on succeeding in the end. Fuck my hobbies, my degree and achievements, fuck me, because neurotypical DEMIGODS are superior than me without even trying.