>>8939686
That and also something I can tell my friends and family so they can help understand me. I've felt weird and different my whole life, and if I could just point to something and say "hey, I'm sorry if I have a meltdown sometimes, I have a disability that makes it hard for me to process change and pressure" and maybe then it would make sense to everyone.
Because if it's not autism, I have no idea wtf is wrong with me