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It's not so much that you're "fighting for good mental health!" but more about you just clinging onto a dying paradigm for comfort and "stability".
>The thing that I believe is le "truth" and le "reality" is totally eternal and will totally not be irrelevant in the next 100 years
Instead of exploring the seemingly abyssal means of absolute personal experience you choose to cope with consensus reality. That's just how you were raised. Your hylic fear of a lonely psychosis keeps you paradigm locked and puppeteered by made up social games. What i'm saying is that your consensus obsessed word games won't actually change any minds here nor will it stand the tests of time. Nihilism is your next best recourse.