>>29344418
Sounds like you just like your butt stuffed and like the idea of being denied an erection. A little weird but its nothing bad considering what you COULD be into instead. Just go well out of you way to find a woman (or man if you really want that) who will provide you those things while you provide them with whatever they want (within reason).
Do not fall for the medical jew and start HRT.
Just keep beating your meat if it's fucking with you that much. You'll quickly realize that being horny with no outlet is the problem, so let it out.