>>518725644
>Have you been in therapy? What was it like?
Tried therapy earlier this year. The guy I saw was a "Men's Mental Health" specialist and upon first glance looked like a stereotypical soiboi. Right away he pulls the bullshit of squeezing my hand as hard as a he can when we shake (already a red flag). He then gives me an introduction to himself where he talks to me about his divorce which is a second red flag. As time goes on and I tell him my problems, I'm getting a bit choked up because I'm discussing feelings with him I've never talked to another person about. Finally, this mother fucker tells me that I need to listen to people more because I didn't care about his divorce or wanted to inquire more (like a plumber complaining to me about his clogged toilet).
This was the first time in my 30 years on Earth I tried therapy and have since written it off and haven't been back. I have accepted my story will probably end with suicide. Of which you can NEVER bring up because it guarantees a 1 way trip to a psych ward OR you get a mark on your record that is comparable to being labeled a felon or sex offender. I hate this fucking country with every ounce of my being and every Amerimutt in it.