As a white man nothing gives me more pleasure than cuck porn

I can't help it. There's something just extremely gratifying and freeing seeing darker men take white women. Deep down inside I know we are frauds that don't deserve her. The catharsis just stirs up something deep in my soul. The women seem so happy in such a primal way that a white couple never seem to have.

Anyone else feel this way? I don't know how to stop.