First off, fuck you OP for wishing the kikes win.
With that out of the way, I will say this: I think Nick made a mistake. I was in that headspace years ago, and I was fortunate to have empathetic people who cared about and for me to support me through the dark time. If I had been surrounded by Nicks I'd have probably killed myself.
I had hoped Nick wouldn't let his recent success get to him, it's so unfortunate.