My cousins are literally model tier gorgeous, both a few inches taller than me. I swear to God there was a moderate amount of sexual tension between us but I blew it. I also felt guilty I think because they were a few years younger than me and I knew I was a fucked up pervert hentai addicted sperg so I was somewhat deliberately offputting to them. Looking back I should have just gone with the flow and knocked one of them up. I'd do anything to go back and try again.

At the last family gathering she was complaining about how hard it is to find a good man and how she's tired of competing with plastic surgery bimbos where she lives. Made me want to try again with her but I've lost all faith in myself, I'd never be able to provide for or protect a woman, I'm a worthless turbomanlet sperg and I'm best off being mulched and used to fuel Jeff Bezos' reactors.

Pic related isn't her but it's her type. I have no idea sometimes how we're related.