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>most of the time knowing this doesnt bother me but sometimes i get this feeling that im "missing out" on better experiences or whatever
Same thing - I really miss the parties, raves and such. Although I myself am very quiet and don't like noisy events, but sometimes I want something like that. My friends and gfs are like me too.
But they all like how quiet and calm I've become over the last year, so I guess I'll stay that way to please everyone. And I'm comfortable with that, I guess.