>be me
>smartest person in my high school unironically
>could have got above 4.0 but got a 3.8 instead because I didn't try at all
>same story in college but I got a 3.3
>never did any internships or extracurriculars
>worked a bullshit retail job after graduating because I wanted an easy job
>go through a pattern of quitting jobs after 6-12 months then not working for 6-12 months
>now I'm 29, broke, unemployed and my resume is dogshit
It's so fucking over and it's all my fault. Fuck.