>dead bedroom
Can't even laugh cause I had a similar-ish thing (we still fucked but it was clearly not love just me getting off and him obliging, sometimes)
You're in denial. It's over. You remain and convince yourself you're just not sure because surely since you go through the motions of a relationship you're still in one.
It's already over and someday you'll be pushed to the point, something will happen, maybe you meet someone else and it makes it clear to you what's happening. I hope you wake up before then. It sucks to stick around so much longer and lose time you could be spending with someone that loves you.
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What I wanna know is when the extremely sharp pain goes away
It feels like im being cut open even just from a VERY lubed up finger. Its so painful
It feels like im being cut open even just from a VERY lubed up finger. Its so painful
>saw youtuber claim a 10/10 attempt success rate never above 5 minute wait time on bad update 1.2
>go out and buy a 360
>everytime I try it consistently either freezes or just goes and goes and goes
>got it to work once out of like 10 tries
Im on 1.2. Holy shit i feel like something isnt right i thought it was supposed to be faster and more reliable. Do I need a different usb stick or something.
>go out and buy a 360
>everytime I try it consistently either freezes or just goes and goes and goes
>got it to work once out of like 10 tries
Im on 1.2. Holy shit i feel like something isnt right i thought it was supposed to be faster and more reliable. Do I need a different usb stick or something.
Dysphoria? Idk. I never wanted to be the opposite gender because I genuinely could not conceive the possibility. Not even in a fantasy way. I just was told im a boy, was forced into the role and that was that.
Something inside me knew and always picked girls in games, was fairly feminine until I just felt like I had to suppress it. Again, not consciously. Just gradually I became more genderless in a sense, by abandoning any personal identity. The only gender I experienced was forced on me by haircuts and clothing picked for me and whatnot. But I didnt feel anything from it usually, at worst I felt bad.
I suppose I felt dysphoria around 15 or 16 though, in a way. Idolizing femboy characters and wanting to be them but feeling I would never be cute. Turns out I was cute and capable of so much more. But it took until I was 23 to actually realize it. I also coped through my teens with "im not trans cause trans people know when theyre like 5 or whatever"
Im comfortable with myself now but the void, the depression, it was all so bad for so many years and I had no idea why I felt that way. I just knew every second was torture and that I had absolutely no connection to myself. I would look in a mirror and feel nothing at all. Just empty.
Something inside me knew and always picked girls in games, was fairly feminine until I just felt like I had to suppress it. Again, not consciously. Just gradually I became more genderless in a sense, by abandoning any personal identity. The only gender I experienced was forced on me by haircuts and clothing picked for me and whatnot. But I didnt feel anything from it usually, at worst I felt bad.
I suppose I felt dysphoria around 15 or 16 though, in a way. Idolizing femboy characters and wanting to be them but feeling I would never be cute. Turns out I was cute and capable of so much more. But it took until I was 23 to actually realize it. I also coped through my teens with "im not trans cause trans people know when theyre like 5 or whatever"
Im comfortable with myself now but the void, the depression, it was all so bad for so many years and I had no idea why I felt that way. I just knew every second was torture and that I had absolutely no connection to myself. I would look in a mirror and feel nothing at all. Just empty.