everytime i masturbate i make sure to orgasm to my ex so my brain gets reaffirming dopamine that keeps me attached to him

i ordered a shirt with the university he goes to on it

i made him my phone wallpaper

i cant drink because ill drunk text him

i stalk his pinterest so i can recreate the outfits of the girls hes saved

i printed out pictures of him and i put them in my closet

i put his initals in my heart locket