>>82505147
errmm... ACTUALLY
i dont have a gf because im shy and autistic and high inhib and i cant talk to girls because i never learned how and my mother was abusive and extremly neglectful so i have a base anxiety talking and flirting with women

not because of my fetishes. my fetishes are... DARE I SAY, very based and blessed and i want to keep them

infact, if i go to heaven i want to keep them and act them out, albeit very very slowly because id probably have a ton of anxiety and i couldnt bear so much as doing anything sexual with a girl at first without a overwhelming amount of cringe and awkwardness... so id have to cuddle with them slowly or something....

>>82505162
>the guys i was dating were not normies or chads by any means.
hehe. typical foid L take

>that's honestly more fucked up than cheating, cause with cheating i don't even need to know or hear about it
no its not. its all about TRUST
in this sad little world, i dont have much. i only have my word. thats it. thats the only thing i can give a girl, is just my word. and being honest and truthful is very important to me in a relationship

i want her to like me for me. i dont want to pretend to be something im not

maybe im very naive? i dont think so. i dont think its mature or "growing up" to build a relationship based on lies and deception

"better to be hated for what you are, then loved loved loved for what you're not"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nJI0r8R9NEc