We're been talking since around February, we've had our ups and downs, long talks, short talks, currently on a short talk type of week, maybe couple weeks. I've visited her for a week, and have a two week trip coming up, confessed to her, and still have feelings for her, but I don't believe she has genuine care for me, occasionally she'll message first, but its mostly me, we'll go a week having long discussions and deep talks, and then a couple where she won't respond at all. As much as I care for her, I'm terribly frustrated about her indifference, I feel like cutting her off all together and moving on. While I struggle with this a lot, I will want to try, and be there for her, but what is there to be present for anymore, I feel like im nothing to her