>>942031856
btw I haven't told anyone:

I had another "cardiac event" since being released from the hospital

BAD Afib..
real bad
but survivable
it went away
So I haven't mentioned it to anybody, not even her

and definitely not my cardiologist

fuck no... it's none of their business
they can literally eat my shit, straight from the source....

they're biased, and would only use it as a way to try and scare me into the surgery... If I make that decision, it will be MY choice, not theirs

https://youtu.be/ifbDGB5ooxY?si=3iuyMaqz-7m9_6jA

scared?... I'm more scared of LIVING than I am about dying

dying is EASY