Whenever I'm feeling insecure about my appearance, I go watch those long walking around videos on the beach & cities.

I realize that I look much better in body and face than most, but this is not an excuse to stop improving. Its nice and just makes me feel happy

As a tall good looking pale nordic youth, I kind of wish to go to an asian country & find a place that doesn't see any foreigners. Then get adored by them, so I can boost my ego & feel that once in my life.

How plausible is this & am I a fool for this?