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meds don't necessarily help even if you have ADHD, or it's something like you need a specific kind at a higher dose long-term to notice how much it helps, all that's mainly just to say that you shouldn't cross it off as something at the core of your troubles just because of the meds

anyway
>how do i cope with being boring and utterly lacking in any sort of skill or personality that'd make me not boring
you probably have a personality you suppress because you're traumatized from the negative reactions you've had whenever you opened up to other people across your whole life, some people just need to try and embrace being a total goblin to figure out how they are at their core and THEN work on making that goblin personality into something refined in order to cultivate passion
is this assumptious? very, but if you haven't figured things out so far, sometimes it's best to try something you currently think sound silly