>>82276465
>be me
>meet femanon through /soc/
>she was smoking hot and a virgin and we shared many interests
>my ass falls for her because of course
>she rejects me but friendzones me
>i gtfo from the friendzone after a year because i can't bear it after a while
>sporadically the two of us chat once every few months
>she becomes worse and worse while i still follow a semi normal life tract. Getting a drivers license, pursuing college, getting a job, that stuff
>she gets into self harm, eating disorders and ends up prostituting herself
>throughout it all, she constantly tries to gaslight and manipulate me into some sort of villainous boogeyman even though all that I did throughout the months was to apologize her

eventually though I too grew some balls and fully cut ties with her a few weeks ago. Blocked her on everything and whenever she messages me anywhere, I block her. Needless to say, if you're a man on here, just avoid the women. They're crazy.

I'm a "failed normie" type. You should know. Capable of functioning in society and getting a job and even having a few friends, but too retarded to romance a girl and have sex. I figure most men here are too

but the women? They're insane. I'm confident that if I kept the spiel up any longer, she would murder me even though I have not comitted any crime or offense. She just blamed all her shortcomings on me

>>82162291
>Very relatable. I've been applying to jobs for a while in the US and have had minimal luck.

It's like no one is hiring anyone globally. This issue even exists in china. Which is odd. You keep hearing about people talking about labor shortages due to boomers retiring but seemingly no one is hiring anyone
>It'll be a lot of work that is very stressful, so it'd be better to get your normal and legal life on track first, honestly.
honestly from what you have said, yeah. I find it crazy that low iq nigs manage to pull it. I feel like as a smarter person (I mean I did manage to make it to college) I'd have a easier time.

>>82162396
How do you even get into medical debt when you have free healthcare?

we don't have free healthcare. It's tax paid and automatically deducted from your paycheck. I was supposed to pay 130 euros a month. I'm in 2000 euro medical debt because I didn't do so for about a year because I straight up wasn't informed of me having to do so.

> Also if your parents refuse to help out, you can sue them for alimony until you finish your studies. The government will force them to pay you, especially if you prove you're in debt, poor unable to work etc.

I don't want to unnecessarily sour my relationship with my parents. While it ultimately is their fault, how could they have had the foresight to know their college educated child would be unemployed? No one expects this.

>Also don't you have job centers in Germany?

yes and they'd rather handle jobs to illegal ukrainian or arab immigrants first before to german citizens. They're useless basically.

> When it comes to debt you might be able to declare consumer bankrupcy.

yeah and basically fork off everything I own and need to survive like my phone, laptop, games I bought as a teenager and have a emotional attachment to, the bike I need to get to campus on time? Brilliant idea!

It's so sickening to know that life is like this because it wasn't even remotely this bad even 5 or 10 years ago

When I was a kid my bestfriend and I had this game where we would compare dick sizes and the bigger one would win. Before we stopped doing it I won the game every single time.

Now that we are adults he grew up into a really strong and tall guy and meanwhile im a tiny tgirl and my dick shrank due to hrt. How do I cope with that fact that if we do the game again I will lose?