>>7771124
Spot on. I know I'm gonna sound like a golem but having a job or something does bring structure into your life and constantly reminds you of the value of time. That means that you either need to get one or create one for yourself.
I used to be a NEET and it has taken me a long time to even understand what the cause of my constant low drive was. You blink and a month has passed. Need to put up deadlines and constantly shock yourself with reminders of how little time you actually have, basically turning art into a job if you want to make it anywhere. And its very easy to slip and go back into monkey habits of doing fuckall if you're not careful.