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I compare every iteration of Jeanne in media to the real one. That's what being a baseline means.
You're still putting words in my mouth, too. I never stated "Avenger wants to be exactly like Ruler". The closest thing to that is Lily saying that Ruler is her ideal self, which is outright said in game. I am saying that she hates herself because she is an impossible creation who doesn't have a "reason" to exist beyond carrying out a maniac's revenge fantasies. She clashes with her Ruler self because that's a "pure" version that actually has a proper "purpose", and she's envious.
>The rest of that rambling
Sorry your parents dragged you to church, anon. I'd recommend reading something like Dostoevsky's works to ease back into Christianity, if you'd like.
It feels like we're agreeing with each other on the main point ("Jeanne's self-loathing comes from a lack of perceived purpose or value due to circumstances around her creation") and getting caught up in ultimately irrelevant fluff.