>>518678008
Nah it really isnt that deep. He was just a hapa ugly dysgenic looking guy, and had no future. From birth he was destined to be celibate because he himself couldnt bare to have sex and have children and he knew this. He knew that even IF he got a GF and eventually a wife he would never be able to live a normal life.

He was ugly and decided that life wasnt worth living because he was living a marginally worse life than many americans who are European and have a wife and kids or a future.

Even his dad mogged him with a European phenotype on an unbelievable level. He probably had a lot of hatred for his dad. He just got fed up and decided to toss the towel, its not that hard to believe.