>>42689734
Yeah, I get that. Because I felt the same way, so I did it, and in the end it proved that yes I can do it, but also there's definitely something wrong with me because I sure don't fuckin wanna.

Though really "wrong" is kind of a subjective appraisal isn't it. I think it's better to be normal, but don't feel bad that I'm not...or, at least I don't ruminate on it. Nothing to be done about it. Plenty I can do about things that do interest me instead.