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Anons from the previous thread that went full time, how did it work for you?
How were you able to switch between slavery and interacting with the regular outside world (which I assume you inevitably had to).
Did you keep in touch with people, did they know? Friends, family?
And once it's over how can you just.. go back to regular life?
I've read Actually Trying by Hall, recommended in one of the above posts and it definitely resonates, but I'm really scared that if I ended up in some in-between arrangement it would just exacerbate the issue. How could I motivate myself to plan and execute for things like relationships or work, when on the other side I'm getting used to having the perfect motivation in the form of Master's will and threat of punishment? I'm just afraid that rather than living the life that's meant for me, I'd just end up having the stresses of a free person's life exacerbated by the fact that I get some relief but then have to return to it.