i have no where else to really rant about this but im so tired. the constant barrage of the senses and just crap of just living in an apartment just drains the lifeforce out of me.

i live in a cheaper, older complex in the slightly worse part of town and its the classic stuff. the nightmare neighbors that just moved in have two kids that scream and run around literally all day, shake the damn walls, and parents just yell too. i can also hear other kids screeching all day and the parents dont do shit apparently. some other couples constantly fighting. the smell of dogshit and dogpiss on the fake grass the surrounds the units. the paper ass thin walls that ive been hearing my other neighbor snore and fart daily. the fucking trash everywhere and general grime, with somehow random clothes get left on the ground in the laundry rooms and all around the complex. the poor ventilation in the where hot air cannot escape with 2 fans running. ive literally tried to say hi to this one couple while walking by in the parking lot and they just stared back and said nothing. one person constantly clogging the pipes and it back things up for other tenants including me because the pipes are shared. fucking hot water always runs out randomly.

i just feel like im getting scammed by existing in this place with the price im paying. im willing to pay a little bit more to hopefully get into a quieter place. my lease is coming up so im thinking of just putting my notice to not renew and just pray something decent comes up. what do, do have others experienced the same?

this nigger nuked my portfolio last christmas and it took until now to recover and now he is doing it again aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa