No one was there to hold my hand for maintenance.
Its so absolutely over.

>Am pretty social in game
>Play with plenty of people
>Am active in guild and in world chat
>Help people with their stuff constantly
>Friends list is growing with people that I do genuinely talk to.
>Feel a literal empty void growing inside that only seems to get bigger with each passing day that I continue playing this game
>The more time I spend in it, the more I crave to go back into isolation.

I might unironically quit this game and not because I don't like playing it.
I think social games put me in a bad headspace, because they make me start craving for interactions that aren't going to happen.
I'd rather not get those cravings and just self-isolate.