>>23584748
hi
did you go to church today?
i was very sad this morning, even crying and i never cry, it just hit me out of nowhere (well i know what caused it, but the tears were very unexpected)
but I'm not nearly as sad anymore after service, a bit, but no longer so sad im crying

if you want to know, i went to this 2 day event for computer nerds and my 'tism didnt allow me to talk to anyone for the whole two days I was there
and im a big computer nerd too
I am (was) very dissapointed in myself that I couldnt overcome whatever is inside me and just be awkward and talk to people (who are, ironically, also awkward at first)

>>83038225
i bet you have a kind and beautiful heart anon, normally the broken and hurt ones do (thats a gift)
and i see half the anons here trying to talk you out of it too, we dont care about your money
being broken, and autistic myself has been a very challenging journey and I almost did it countless times in various ways
i'm alone, very alone, but i have peace, and God, and anonymous (20+ years here off and on, since world of warcraft was released)
no one knows me either, and thats alright with me..and yeah, (you)'s can be addictive
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZv1fTFYGSQ

>>23550555
do not take the pharmaceuticals, they fucked me up like crazy with the side effects, then they want to give you more meds to treat those side effects
at first the meds helped, but the 'cure' ended up being worse than the issue itself
have you tried to find something homeopathic (natural)?

>>23550737
>It's practically a psychedelic
maybe a good psilocybin mushroom trip or ayahuasca journey is what OP needs to awaken his mind in order to understand they underlying issues for their insomnia
do not take the pharmaceuticals