About a year ago, I asked my girlfriend to sleep with another guy. It was something I’d thought about for a long time — the idea of her with someone bigger than me, more dominant, just... different. I didn’t know exactly why I wanted it, I just knew the thought turned me on. At first, she was confused and kind of hurt. She asked me if she wasn’t enough for me, or if I didn’t want her the same way anymore. I tried to explain that it wasn’t about that — it was more of a fantasy. Eventually, after a lot of back and forth, she agreed to try it.

She picked the guy, someone she met online. Tall, confident, and from what she told me, very well-endowed. I dropped her off at the hotel and waited. Later that night she sent me a few clips. Watching them hit me harder than I expected. She looked like she was really into it — almost too into it. I felt sick afterwards. The next day, I told her I didn’t think I wanted her to do it again. She looked genuinely upset. She said she felt used, like I pushed her into something just to take it away when she started to feel something from it. She wasn’t angry, just hurt and confused.

Over the next few weeks, she kept bringing it up in small ways. At first, I said no every time. But eventually, she sat me down and told me that what happened with him made her feel wanted in a way she hadn’t felt in a long time — and that she didn’t want to lose that. She promised it was just physical, nothing emotional, and said if I really loved her, I’d understand. I gave in. I told myself it would just be one more time. But of course, it wasn’t. Looking back, I wish I’d never brought it up at all. What started as my idea ended up giving her something she didn’t want to let go of… and now I’m the one stuck dealing with it.

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Convinced my gf to do some hotwife stuff. she was initially resistant but after I persisted, she basically said fine. made her a profile on a dating app. after a week or so of searching found a local guy with a big cock. showed her his profile. her response was "if you really want me to".

set up a date. day of dude tells me he doesn't want me in the room. horny brain is okay with it. ask gf. "wtf what if he tries to rape me?" tell her to relax, he just wants sex it'll be fine. "I can't believe you're okay with this," decide to move forward anyway. tell him I want him to record video and some pics for me if I cant be there. he agrees.

several hours later get a call from her she's ready. drive to hotel and pick it up. ask her how it went. "it was fine" Ask her if she enjoyed it "yea he was nice" ask her if they remembered to take pics. "yea he'll send them to you tomorrow"

She seemed kinda not interested in continuing the convo so let it go. next day get a text on my phone from the dude. "thanks for the good time man, your girl is amazing" along with several pics and videos.

heart stops and open them up. as I watch realize the fantasy isn't as hot when it is your girl getting stripped in the vids. getting a sinking feeling in my stomach as I watch her suck his cock. he shoves a butt plug in her ass. puts a condom on and starts fucking her. she is clearly enjoying it more than she does with me. one point she says "your cock is so big" he pulls out and cums down her mouth. pic related. more story if there is interest.