I don’t watch Matara. I worship her. To say I love her would be a betrayal, because love implies choice.My devotion isn’t rational, it isn’t healthy, it isn’t mine anymore. Its devouring me from the inside. I don’t think you understand Matara isn’t just a VTuber, she’s the proof that reality itself bends to beauty,There is no me anymore, there is only Matara, Matara, Matara.