I've been escortcelling since 18 and after 2 or 3 times the novelty wore off, however I had unpaid sex for the first time this summer and it was as awkward as you'd expect - didn't know how to do foreplay, tried to stick my dick in when she was still dry because I was used to escorts just lubing themselves up etc but it was still the most magical experience of my adult life.

She said afterwards that we should do it again but it just fizzled out and never happened because I was autistic. Now since June i've been in the worst depression ever, I quit my job and university and i'm a full-time NEET.

I just can't take this loneliness anymore. One woman loving and caring about me is all it would take to cure me from this misery.
I hate the gaslighters who said it's not that big of a deal, it's literally everything if you don't have it.

>>82890689
>Why do most men, demonstrably, get no success on dating apps?

as always the shitskin basement dweller blackpiller brings up dating apps. On dating apps men massively outnumber women and you're just a few 2D pictures with a short few sentences, obviously women will pick the most appealing profile, you fucking moron. Learn to go outside and socialize.

>>82890689
>Why is the red pill a thing in the first place, and why do they talk about a numbers game?
any "pill" is just a horoscope for autistic men.

>>82890689
>Why are clubs mostly men, and women get in for free?
Because men go to clubs to fuck women. What the fuck kind of an argument is this even lmao? Yes, the pussy pass exists. Women have it easy because men want to fuck them so they get things like a free nightclub entry.

>>82890689
>You're so fucking stupid it's frustrating. Both things can be true. Being socially awkward is bad yes, but it's also hard out there for sub8 looking men.
Take your tongue out of your imaginary boyfriend's asshole, faggot.