Like, a Priest coming into the temple and recording me nude and seeing me on all fours, small penis showing to the world on Tiktok like an animal. I really might be that crazy.

When I wake up after today the choice will be made because something will change, like how this song was not in Fiddler on the Roof prior to a few years ago. I remember Fiddler on the Roof. This song was not in it prior to me finding it on Youtube yesterday

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvzz3qaWrVw&list=RDdvzz3qaWrVw&start_radio=1

I don't want to have sex really. I get turned on just by showing myself nude, which is in a place of innocence.

>The "lamb and the beast choice" is a spiritual concept, often referencing the Book of Revelation, where individuals must choose between following the nature of the Lamb (Jesus Christ), representing purity, sacrifice, and meekness, or the nature of the "wild beast," symbolizing worldliness, deception, and evil powers. This choice is not just a future event but is made in the present through one's thoughts and actions, determining one's destiny as they either align with Christ's kingdom or the opposing worldly powers.