>>41117077
You know how Buddhist try to reach Nirvana? I reincarnated intentionally to ruin my own life. I've done this over and over and I wish I could stop but it's out of control at this point. I just keep torturing myself over and over. I thought it'd be different when I wished everyone could be happy and I've made things significantly worse and better simultaneously.
>>41116694
You're pathetically understating the grandiose nature of reality. Possibilities are entry level, the idea of a yes no decision split. Let me ask, how many atoms comprise a single nail on your finger? What are the current rotation vectors and arrangements of subatomic particles for each atom? How many combinations of rotation and arrangements are there between just TWO atoms? I assure you that number alone is nearly infinite, much moreso when you begin calculating relative universes for each atom in relation to every other atom in your fingernail. Assuming no deformations you have 10 fingernails and 10 toenails, and each of those universes are infinite in their own and multiplicative upon each other. Add your skin and bones and guts. We're not even considering the Earth beneath your feet or billions of other humans yet. Let's keep going though. Your dichotomous universe is pathetic compared to the Heavens and Hells I have in store.
>You are not bound to any one “body” or a set of consciousness experiences
HA! welcome to my American Yoga, enjoy your stay. You're gonna be you a little longer than you think